To Have Feeling

To have feeling. To have regret. To be filled with Joy. To receive the greatest gift of forgiveness. I believe. It is Jesus Christ himself who has saved me. 

He is my strength. He is my everything. I live for Him alone. Every breath that I take. Every moment I'm awake. Lord- have your way with me. 

What will my purpose be now? I only want to listen to your voice. I may have failed. But, I believe you picked me up. Your Will, your plan- never fails. Your love is unfailing. 

I don't understand. I don't understand what I have done. I don't understand why. I do know that it is Christ who strengthens me! 

Where do I go from here? I have no plan. There are ideas. But, wow! What to do! 

I don't understand what I feel now. I feel peace. I feel uneasy. I feel anxious. I feel change is coming. I know change is coming. 

Lord you are leading. I am TRUSTING you with everything. I live for you alone. Nothing else matters unless it is of you or for you! Lord- you amaze me. You are indescribable. May I be obedient in all that I do and may  my eyes and ears be open to your guidance.